Description: Purely completely selfish message to you, old friend, upon whom I invested and wasted so much of my time.
You are to me what I am to you.
Shit.
Old friendships fall hard, and the bee's sting leaves a legacy of fuck all.
Fuck Michigan.
Bee stings (Veil of shit) -------------------------------------------
I'm leaving you
Behind
Like you left me
In dust
Rust
Decay
Lies, the shit you say
Fuck me over like you did every day
My twitterpated eyes could not see
Through the curtain of shit drawn over me
This is how it all begins
How it all will end
Once I said fuck you all
Once I screamed off this rust
Once I sang of my lust
Once I sang of my pain
Heard enough from you now
Heard everything
Do what your told
Bow down like
the one's you've served
Maybe I'll show you mercy
You'll get what you deserve
I am the Joker
The smile's a scar
left by the agony of what you are
A bee who stung
Never listened to the songs I've sung
Heard their words
Not their meaning
With a vital penstroke I am cleaning
my life of you
of all you do
the lies, the shit
the vein, you hit
My twitterpated eyes could not see
Through the curtain of shit drawn over me
This is how it all begins
How it all will end
Heard enough from you now
Heard everything
DO AS YOU ARE TOLD
Bow down like the
ones you claim you've served
Maybe I'll show you mercy
(fuck) You'll get what you deserve
You're tearing me to pieces
Threw my heart gainst the wall
I've bared it all before you
'Told me you've heard it all
Wallow in your self pity
You like to be in pain
You've said this all before now
You're saying it again'
I'll be widening this fracture
I'll put fire to your faded picture
Put the sharpened edge on our vein
I'll be wallowing in my pain
In your lies, your shit
The vein, you hit
The words, you spoke
Honesty lies in lies you took
I'll give, you'll take
And know I'll forsake
Cause this is how it all begins
This is how it all will end.
"With a vital penstroke I am cleaning my life of you" -I love that line. It sent shivers down my spine, left cold surges pulsing throughout my body.
The unfortunate thing is that I know the feeling this piece of yours is conveying, but from the other side of the table. It was heartbreaking, at least at first, to lose her. I "lost" a friend of mine because she thought I betrayed her trust. It was a huge misunderstanding. However, I suppose I am better off. I wish her all the best. I took every blow she delivered, all the way down. -obviously that's what she wanted. I couldn't argue with her.
"I screamed off this rust" also really hit me. As cliché as it may be to say, that was quite the poetic line within this work. I mean, there were a few of them that really stood out, but that one I loved.