today was an bad dream an nightmare, awoke from a good dream woke up to a nightmare
the one thing id never expect this early in life my aunt telling me my dad died
hours away in a fucking halfway house waiting for approvel to come home
i drove today without a mind without a thought my mind was blank
in shock that my dad who raised me since i was 10 years old died
all those good times all those bad times flashed threw my thoughts
it just hurt me the most that before i left i didnt give my dad an hug
just the day before i talked to him on the phone just the fucking day before
today i came home to nothing an empty house that once had life, and joy in it
today i lived 22 years of life with my dad who is 46 years old
God how much i miss my dad i stoped on the road got of my car
and yelled out in pain DAD DAD I LOVE U DAD
the pain i felt the loss that hit me the love i lost the parent who mattered the most is dead
so today i live with what i feared the most that my dad is dead
that he is gone out of my life my dad i miss so much
i will break soon but not yet |
Submission Name: the story of today my life
