How can a heart feel so heavy?
How can I love someone and never be able to stop?
How can I cry without knowing why?
Why do I feel so ugly when people tell me I'm beautiful?
I feel sad when I should feel happy.
I ask myself often why i feel like this.
When I turn to speak to God I sometimes wonder if He is even really listening to me.
I wonder if I am good enough for Heaven or if Hell should be my place to go.
I can't figure out why I feel so sad.
Maybe it's because I have no real friends to talk to.
Or maybe it's because my family doesn't support my decisions.
I just know that one day I will figure out why I feel these feelings.