Just when I thought.
That I could move on.
His back in my life.
They all are in my life.
"Prick", "IT", and "PIG"
Just because of one person.
My life is fucked up.
If I only knew that my best friend,
Couldn't keep a fucking secert.
I wouldn't have told her,
But whats done is done.
I can't change what happen.
So why even try?
They are in my life and thats it.
Now I have to face the evil in-side.
That was in-side for so long.
I don't know how this is gonna work.
If the evil takes over, who will I be?
Will I be the same.
Will I be someone no one knows?
Maybe I'll be the real me, who knows?
So now I think of What to do.
How to act and What to say.
I ask why she would do that to me.
She says to help me.
Well fuck I was doing good.
Without her so called help.
Yeah I was cutting, well still i'm.
Yeah I do drugs,
but who doesn't now a days?
She thinks that she helping,
But she's not.
Now that they are back.
I feel like giving up,
But not gonna because,
I know that I'm stronger now.
So I can face the evil in-side.
And not care what happens.
If the bad already happen.
Then I know that only good will happen.
But then I know.
That I'm not that lucky for that to happen.
Maybe if I keep my head up high.
They'll think that I don't care.
And they'll give up.