i don't wanna be happy anymore
don't wanna smile again
those actions wont be for the one i love again
i want to lose myself
die without pity
live without stupidity
leave this infinity
cry without dignity
i dont want this
you dont want me
sadly
i fucked up
badly
im done for
gradually
it gets harder every day
the more and more
i pray
for death
accidential
or a lethal disease
to carry me away
away and gone
im not strong
strong enough to continue
self to blade my sinew
to end this, to start anew
refresh my memory on why i stay?
faith, you? me? it? why?
i realize i cry nevermore
it's one thing to be
another to want to, me
shame, i dislike it as a whole
perhaps purgatory has lovely more
take my life, dear misery
you agree, you make life full of distress
a dirty whore, a sweet temptress
you keep my mind in shackles
my heart in pain
what do i gain?
first refrain
my desire to live slain
wanton want to stay
die die die
sigh sigh sigh
i make believe
it'll get better
i lie lie lie
i shall keep my promise
one day i'll have one last utterance
and it shall be
goodbye.... |
Submission Name: One Last Utterance
