Caught up, being miserable. Nightmares where the contents are real, please, flee from me. Flee from my thoughts, from my memory. I am exhausted; I cannot take it any longer. Ha! Apparently I am anyway.
There are no words.
I had nightmares for about 2 years... supposedly some hormonal upheaval thing, but finally it just wore off. Not that I don't have them now, they just aren't "nightmares" anymore because believe it or not, if you do it perfectly awake until it's 2nd nature, you can carry that numb indifference right on into Nighty-Night and yawn through any attack REM throws at you. I tell myself now that I'm dreaming it, and just stand and watch... great for bad dreams, sucks for good ones because you already know, it's not real at all... Doesn't stop me from adding some gold in my pockets and trying to cross-back-over with it tho... LOL