Your clothes on the floor
Your mother at the door
And as i jumped out the window
I made my way out of your life forever
The times never change
Feelings stay the same
If i said i missed you,
I never meant to do your wrong
Would you stare at me,
And ask me why i've lied for so long?
And why i continue to lie now?
As if i know the answers
As if i can control who i am
Where i've been
And what i've done
I was just here to have some fun
But you broke through my shield,
And took from me everything that is real
Now my life is stuck
Between What-if fantisies,
And long gone memories
There is no now
The present has been forgotten
Time itself has been left out in the rain to rot
And as i live
Solely for every moment that doesnt exsist
Taking chances that soooner rather than later will cause my life to end,
There is no now
Because there is no then
Giving up, you see
Is giving in
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Submission Name: There is no now
