Can lying make things better?
Can crying make the pain go away?
There are no answers
No feelings left
In the cold bodied corpse
Abandoned in the sun
Is this what they call fun?
Because they smile through their tears
As if they are doing the right thing
By watching me suffer
Alone
I cannot show my true self
So I become
Invisible
Solitude has always been my basis at home
But when it creeps into my social life
What then do I have left but tears?
I may not be an outcast
I have too deep of bonds
With the wrong people
But I love them
And could not for the life of me
Force them away
Do I look healthy to you?
Tear stained face that never dries
Scratches ripping
Through my lies
Bitten deep into my skin.
Every time my fist aches
It is because of you
Every time my heart falters
Skipping a beat in abnormal sorrow
It is you that boils my insides
You cause me to lie
Your name is written on every tear I cry
But that is no enough
You will continue to keep taking
Keep prying your way into me
Until there is nothing left to understand
Because there is no person left underneath
For this I shut my mouth
And continue lying
I cannot be
Nothing.
"Please, say you will not try again.
My heart could not bear the sorrow,
If we fail again.”
"Come.
Do not fear me.
Everybody else fears me.”
“Yes, yes,
We will try again."
Until our blood runs cold
And our eyes blink red.
No amount of kindness
Can erase you from these veins
I am yours,
Your failure
Your everlasting remains
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Submission Name: Everlasting Remains
