Yesterday was the last day that I could remember feeling so alive with out you here.
Maybe memories are more to life than just dreaming of the future and the grandeur of its wile.
Chasing a smile or a fabled ending to the journey we write.
Just for you I will I will write, even though in the end you will never know.
I seize the way your emerald eyes trapped me here forever, inspiration and light.
I am lost here and I love it everyday.
Silence has told me to stay, romantically enticed by it in every way.
As the old saying goes.
If you love them let them go. - Oh how far I fell.
Piano keys cold and alone, play a song for me to move forward siphoning through memories.
Play a tune just for me. Perhaps an up-tuned melody?
The time we lost was never forgotten, but perhaps misheard misspoken words.
Oh how I loved just to say your name but now I stand here alone with no one but shame.
I lost you so early, my hand will always remember the shape of your smile.
Shadows and tears blend it back.
Now I can give you nothing but my distance... Or the past.
I've come too close for them to understand, but I know what your talking about.
Silence, can you hear them talking to me?
I looked in your eyes and I seen what had to be done for me to survive with out you.
The mother of all knives.
Cutting your heart out one slash at a time.
I cut you into a million.
This is my reunion.
There is no way for me the live with out you.
I'm sorry you had to figure this out.
Dreams come true, dreams like these few.
Simple kindness to a stranger will give in return kindness.
I love to think of you between the love, sex and abuse.
The time we lost was well spent.