Don’t let the tears roll slowly
So uncertain
This pain cannot be lifted
Did I honestly think
That one last cry
Would allow me to say goodbye?
I cannot forget you
When my every action reflects you
And I am still dying to protect you
This is all I have left
And the stabbing flood of emotions
Races through my heart once again
Will it ever end?
Will I ever see you,
And not wish to be by your side?
I could see myself growing old with you, forever
But you falter through relationship after relationship
Leaving me alone
Three years from now
Will you even
Recognize my face?
The person underneath
Is already changing
Spiraling out of control
I’ve lost large pieces of who I used to be
Crushed
Under this burden I carry
But I must push on
Striving for sanity
In such a cruel world
They are full of hate towards our kind
Discrimination, I am an abomination
To the family name
Just think
We could still be together
But you wouldn’t like that, would you?
You said you’d fight
And I’d give my life
To go back
Anything you want
I’ll be there, next to you forever
Silent, cautious, remembering
When the clock strikes midnight
Years from now
I’ll look you up
Finally free
But you wont even know me
So much time in between
The anger has taken my face
My spirit has been replaced
All that’s left is my disgrace
And a puddle of empty
Drained from living
Everyday
Without you
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Submission Name: Puddle of Empty
