I dream of you,
Screaming at me at the top of your lungs,
Shattering my heart which you can do very well,
Treating me like Iím nothing but a piece of filth
Thrashing out on me as if Iím just a punching bag,
Cheating on me as if you didnít have enough already,
Shoving me around as if Iím just another game...
When I should be dreaming of him,
Holding me tight and never letting me go,
Protecting me from all the harmful things in life,
Kissing me as if our lives depended on it,
Caring for me like we had known each other our whole lives,
Trusting me and letting me be able to trust him,
Loving me as if heís never loved anyone before...
Did you know your actions would lead to my nightmares and greatest fears?
Did you even think that I would cry myself to sleep at night dreading your return?
Did you never feel compassion and always feel hatred?
Did you not get taught how to treat a girl, especially your girlfriend?
Did you ever even love me at all?
Or was it all a big lie, and a game that you just had to win?