I've come to terms with my past
I've accepted my wrong doings
I know there are consequences forthcoming
Yet how do I just "accepted" the pain I've caused?
The disarray I have put upon you?
How can I swallow all this sorrow my actions have caused you?
Will we make it through?
Can we still lean on one another we once did?
Are you right for me?
Am I right for you?
Am I willing to stay by your side & endlessly be reminded of my painful actions?
Yet another selfish thought,
"thinking of myself and what I can/cannot do?"
nevertheless is it possible?
Attentional or not I am constantly reminded,
as you are as well
Neither of us speak of it
K N O W