I don't see it...
The happiness I feel, where is it?
My sadness is wrapping around my finger.
Your love is so faded, am I to see it as well?
I feel so drained and used, like a faucet you turn on and off as you please.
You care about me and I still feel alone.
THEY care about me, and I still feel alone.
Cease your ramblings of love,
I wish to hear none of it.
I'll whisper into your ear something sweet...
Mm, we'll be in for such a nice treat.
You aren't getting anything from me.
Not my love, not my body...
That belongs to me.
I am my own person,
Hear me when I cry the loudest.
When I scream, don't ignore it.
When I yell, don't you dare think for a second you can control it.
I'm still trying to see why I love you.
And that's just it.
I can't see it.
Don't blame yourself, it's not worth the guilt trip.
Stop dwelling on the past, I'm still here for you and love you.
I'm screaming inside, all the time..
With the anger..
The utter lonelyness you and everyone else have thrust upon me.
Swimming through a pool of thoughts, I'm writing with gritted teeth.
All these love games,
So small and untrue,
It always leads me back to you.
I'll kill you tonight,
Sleep well my dear.
Your parents aren't the only ones to fear.
Shut the hell up, or feel my wrath.
Now let's go take a bath. :)