Take this all in stride for I have nothing else
Take these events and look at the most positive outcome
For if not what is left?
Take my depression and throw it out the window for if I do not I will be tied down
These feelings of lonesome and despair will have to be dealt with when time is to spare
My lingering thoughts of suicide and death will need to subside for I have other issues at hand
Darkness creeps its way in but I refuse to acknowledge its presence
as the days becomes weeks and weeks become months this darkness only intensifies
My ignorance can only last for so long...
When I crack...
When I break...
These walls will shatter,
As will I
For without these walls I am nothing but prey to this darkness,
to those whom long to hurt me,
to see me hurt!
These events are bound to aspire and when that day comes,
I will give myself... to this darkness...
My body limp
Acceptance is the first step...
feeling NO pain...
Is the ultimate goal