The sands of time, flowing at a great speed
change the course of every need
They were golden once, but that was then
I look back now and wonder when.
When were things that good?
When had I understood?
When did it all change?
When did happiness go out of range?
Everything used to be swell
never on suicide did I dwell
Now it's changed
My mind now deranged
If it were as it were then
Everything perfect as in zen
I'd be better that way
Never to frown every day
I used to daydream it all away
Always on the ground I lay
Now I'm different, trapped as a fish
Now all day long, I wish
Wish for happiness, never found
Wish for love, never around
Wish for Freedom, always at bay
Wish for death, so I might lay
If people never think of me
It'd explain why they're in glee
Never to view a big mistake
Hoping my anger not to wake
But guess what, they did!
I'm a pissed off kid!
I hate my life and how I live
But their attention, they never give
How can I go on?
My mind is gone.
I'm alone in this world
Everything in my mind, swirled
I wish for happiness
Never for this...
Please help me
I need to be free |