Saying all of that to others will not help you or anyone you're saying it to.
Leave it be.
I fucking want to take a big-ass knife and cut my heart out in front of everyone.
I'm not the meek little bitch you think I am.
Inside my mind is the most complicated thing I think you've seen so far in your.
Worthless little lives
2012 we're gunna die?
Let the shit happens, if not.
Science and the goverment lied to us again
Sure I like Obama
What's it fgoing to change?
Within 5 years I bet everything will go to shit.
And what of the others?
People like me.
Deep inside, a scared little child.
A blood thirsty murderous child.
Waiting to be loved, waiting to be understood
No one dares to dwell deep inside my mind.
Call me over-reacting I don't care.
I'm tired of everything.
The never ending cycle of the patheicness
Why do we even bother.
No one can even guess to what I'm really like inside.
Do you want to?
Take a guess.
I bet your far off......
Amen to that Runes, i am going to have to agree with you on this one, the world is definitely a cracked palace where each has to mend his own little tumbling wall in order to actually enjoy an ounce of life. It is hard to be yourself when the entire world is trying to teach you how to be and what to do.
Oh, I'm sure I'm not far off... I am sure also that you're not as isolated as you think.
This is a really good frustrated primal scream slapped on a quivering page. I like its rage. Change is something people want, without sacrifice. It doesn't work that way. I personally think the old has to be gutted, before new can be established. Otherwise, you're panelling a falling wall... pretty, until it cracks through and tumbles down.
Why should the third world countries have all the bombs and starvation and fun? I for one think it takes a good hard slap in the fun-loving face of America to get us going, and even THEN we're like a big confused stupid dog trying to find the particular tree-limb that whacked us instead of wondering, are we lying in the right spot? Are we doing something that we should be whacked for?
Like most stupid dogs, we probably are. But then again, people are idiots, and there is always going to be some greedy SOB trying to scramble to the top of the [censored]pile and plant a flag there, screaming MINE!
But as humans, we find ourselves beautiful and unique and WORTHY, just so goddamn WORTHY of our place in the food chain, and our dominance over every other species... even thinking we have the right to invade other planets and galaxies and spread ourselves out to "conquer" and "control".... Do you know, that after so many [censored] feet up in the air over your home (even if it is paid in full), you don't even own the air or sky? WHO THE HELL can claim AIR and SKY as THEIRS???? Or the minerals in the ground you own???
Freedom. It's such a joke, it even has its own canned laugh track.