Taken aback by recent events
I find myself sitting here pondering thoughts unwanted
Nevertheless they are swimming about my mind
I long to know why God dislikes me to the extent he shows me from my day to day life
I am lost
I do favors
And I bit the bullet
each and every time...
Yet when its time to return the favor
When its time for others to bust their ass
No where can I find the favor to be returned
Nor do I ever see them busting their ass!
What did I ever do to desver the treatment I recieve?
Where have I gone so wrong to desver such unfairness?
I no not only LONG for these answers
I need them for if I do not recieve them the difference in endings are Drastic
Life or Death weights heavly on my mind tonight