This piece really makes me think about particular feelings within my own life. What do I do? How do I handle my own feelings? I have been struggling with those questions for quite some time now, a really long time now. Sigh.. This is not fair. -but then again, what would be considered fair? Nothing? Everything? Meh, why even bother to try to answer those questions. No point, right? Aah! Stop asking questions!! Questions are never helpful. -scratch that. ...they are usually not helpful, especially in these types of situations. Feelings do provoke questions; however, pure feelings are the only real concern when one is at a cross roads. Such a cross roads concerning another person to which one is confused about potential feelings for requires the awareness of one's feelings. Yes, most of the time they do not make much real sense. However, they exist and therefore cannot be ignored. I am such a hypocrite. -even I ignore them. I admire you for not ignoring them. It will help. It probably has helped you, even in the slightest bit. I should not assume. Everything you explained within this piece I can relate to. -perhaps not on the exact same level, but pretty close. I have no answers. All I have is pure feelings.