Darkness takes over my thoughts,
Smothering my brain,
Blinding my eyes,
Keeping me from thinking straight,
Making me jump right to conclusions.
A small push,
And I jump over the edge.
Falling out of control,
Into the dark abyss at the bottom,
Flailing my arms and legs around,
But not worrying about the impact.
I hit the ground,
Comfort surrounds me,
The darkness slithers away slowly but surely,
Leaving me with my eyes wide open,
My brain clear,
With lovely thoughts flowing in.
You opened my eyes,
When he closed them,
He pushed me over the edge,
You saved me from the horrific end,
He wanted me to crash and burn,
You wanted me to live and flourish.
I didnít listen to you though,
I just listened to his words.
I should have listened to you.
It would have been a lot less painful,
But through thick and thin,
I know youíre here,
To save me.