I should be strong,
Able to move on,
I assume this to be okay,
Considering we lasted so long,
Why must I hold on,
This need for control,
Is taking its toll,
It's breaking me every single day.
In the end,
I look the fool,
In the end,
I'm the one who's confused,
Your soul and mine,
In the end,
I have no idea what I really intend,
I want you,
Only cause I hate you,
Is that as sick as it is masochistic.
I ache,
So why can't you,
Everyone loves you still,
No matter how much you've lied,
No matter how much you've batterd me inside,
I just want you to honestly feel,
1,10th of sorrow, agony and grief.
So I'm a confused heart,
So what,
I'm trying so hard,
To relish in this pain,
Instead it's living on inside my brain,
If only I could forgive,
If only I wasn't so scorned,
That i'm tourcherd with each thought,
So i'm a confused heart,
I want good but I relaliate accidently,
Cause my heart is ice cold,
Where's the right Dr. or the right pill,
To thaw it out,
Sorry but for now,
I'm just a confused heart.
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Submission Name: Confused Heart
