when you walked in to my life i thought you was like a whole new begging. you was someone who understud who and what i was. you didnt mind that i wanted something that you couldn't give me. you didn't care that i hated myself. you made me feel special.
then you broke me. not even in the nicest way. for that i will never heal. i will never be able to look myself in the mirror and say "today you look amazine" all i see now is the fat person i once was. i put on a brave face for all my friends.
they tell me that you wnat to talk to me. i just ignore them. i dont want anything to do with anyone. i have made new friends who try and make me feel like you made me feel. but i just crash myself dwon again and agian.
its because of you i hate twilight, and anything with a happy ending. its because of you that i just dont want to carry on with my life. i dont think i can. i see other lights but am to scared to be hurt again.
i have had to brush of the scars you left me and walk away from my cave and move on. i have had to get myself out there and live for my future. i have to force myself to dress up and impress others, cause oftherwise i haven't lived at all.
this letter is just to say that YOU have destroyed me and made me a monster.....