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this is the first i have written in a long time, so much has changed, its like i dont know who i am anymore.
nobody knows my thoughts as i like to put on a front to protect the ones i love, but it has started to eat me up inside.
how can you think you know someone for so long but not realy know them at all? and be surrounded by so many people, yet still mamage to feel alone?
i look back at my childhood, i had a loving family who i was close to, and to find out now it had all been a lie. i now live in a broken home.
i used to have a mans shoulder to cry on,
a man i trusted with my life, a man who i thought would love me forever, but turns out i didnt realy know him either.
i want to find my place again, i want to learn to love and trust again, i want my family back together again.
im drifting further on the outside slowly becoming a nobody, and im wondering will i ever become somebody's somebody.
| Ohh I have felt like this for years and years since I was like 15. Now I am 23. There are definitley people out there that will not break you heart or hurt u believe it or not u just have to take a chance? Lots of people let u down but you also can't expect the best of everyone... unfortunatley because everyone isn't perfect. For someone to be with you they can't expect the best of you because you don't trust people so they would have to break that. You will meet people that you have to break and get in somehow but when you do it will be great!! I love how in the short writing u expressed so much. :)||| Posted on 2010-03-11 00:00:00 | by Hazel eyes Jess | [ Reply to This ] |