HARDEN(Can't be Real)
V1:One day, they say its all gonna be fine.
The next, they cannot stop crying,
My world starts to fall apart as I am forced to believe something that just can't be real.
The tears start to take my face...Words cannot describe how I Feel.
I just want to hide in my mother's arms so she can stop the crying.
But I can't...because she lay there dying.
C:My heart begins to harden as my soul begins to die.
My strength starts to fade as I hit my knees and cry.
My mind begins to blow as my soul starts the quiver.
My heart starts to shatter as me world begins to shiver.
This can't be real, it just can't be real...this pain I feel.
V2:What can I do? Nothing...it's over...shes gone.
Once they pull that plug..thats it, I'm all alone.
How can this be? She was supposed to always be there...
Momma, I need you, please stay here...please dont leave me...this is so unfair.
Why cant that be me on that bed? Why cant I take her place?
I would give anything...just to see her smiling face.
What bliss it would be to have one final hug...
Only the memories will remain once they pull the plug.
V3:Todays the day, March 20th...I will never forget...
Here and know they will bull that plug...I am so full of regret.
In the midst of the pain, her hand raises to me, I take it and hold on for the ride.
It isnt long untill I hear the final beep...now I'm dead on the inside.
Now the room is full of crying voices...all wondering why...
And I there at her side...wondering why...I didnt get to say goodbye...
V4:Now the world is so different...I feel like I'm not really here.
Where I was once full of strength..there is only fear.
I can't get her out of my mind...when I close my eyes there she is.
I feel so alone...so cold...afraid, oh how I hate this.
I can feel the world's relentless walls closing in on me...I can feel them all around...
I dont know how to press on...I stuck here on the ground...
I cant even feel now...I cannot see...the pain it blinds me
I cannot speak...nor can I move for it binds me.
I have never even thought to hope for help to send...
All Ive ever been able to do is wait for Nightmare's end.
V5:How long has it been? I cannot remeber...the years, they fly by some how...
Each day is just a whisper in my ear...it means so little to me now...
All I know is I'm alive, I'm still breathing, this world hasnt claimed me yet.
I've picked myself up and kicked down the walls...but that day I shall never forget.
I will make it through this world somehow. I will walk...I will crawl...
I shakll stand on my own two feet and I will not fall.
She taught me to be strong...and that is what I will be.
It will take more than this sucker punch to stop me...
I have taken this world's best shot and come up standing...now its my turn.
I will leave this pain behind me...I will laugh while I watch it burn.
AC:My heart begins to soften as my souls starts to revive.
My strength starts building as I stand, I will survive.
My mind begins to heal, as my souls starts to breath.
My heart is becoming whole, as my world feels the relief
End:She will live on, right here in my heart,
I see it now, she was there right from the start.
I will do my best, for her, I'll make her proud.
To her memory, I give a rebel yell, long and loud.
Forever and Eternity...
Thats what she told me...