Perhaps I can make myself stop feeling this way
Wanting to be with you every minute of the day.
Am I so lost with stupid desires
that I can't say no to the fires
that burn within my soul
Until there's nothing left...
For you to keep.
I twist and turn
Fight my way through hordes of darkness
Lost within my dreams;
I fight to save you.
But you're already gone, far out of my reach.
I pray stay, you say "never more"
And now...I'm all alone, once more.
I'm struggling now, the darkness
It's come to pull me in
I'm falling down
Lost in the despair
you're gone; I'm here, but you're gone.
I can't help but try to stretch my arm out again
Desperately trying to hold onto just one piece...
Just that one part of you that makes me so darn...
That part of you that helps keep me sane
But I was always afraid, always scared
I never wanted to fall this bad.
And now it's gone; and I'm scared.
I've fallen, and I'm only sinking further into madness.
You're gone; when will you ever be back?
Goodbye my dearest one
your face will always be here
Deep within my heart
never to be disturbed.
Should I end like a fool
holding onto the dreaded past
What say you?
You're gone already, never to be back.
Goodbye to you, and maybe, goodbye to me.
Cause thinking you'll be back
It's only a fool's hope
I don't want to be lost in that dream
But I won't let you slip out of my heart.
Goodbye to you, and goodbye to what I was.