Another moment passes by
And I seem to be stuck
Lost in the word "hold"
Hold on, stay still, don't go.
But words mean nothing, don't they?
Actions speak louder than words
But I can only do enough to show you
Show you how this heart burns for you
Caught within a fiery passion of fire and stone
Lightning struck down on us
Shards of ice fell down from the sky
The waters became restless
until your fire became dry.
But was it even there in the beginning?
Or was it just shadow of my dancing flames?
I swore the fire was black
But now I'm not sure.
I find myself holding onto you
Holding onto the dream of the fire
But I can't seem to bring it back to life
I scream stay, reborn, burn again
But the words end in deaf ears.
They say once the fire crumbles it never comes back
But I want the heat you gave off, it was so nice
I want the company of your flames dancing with mine
Following the beat of the music
the embers glowing so fiercely in the night sky
We outshone the stars every time.
But now another moment passes by
the illusion is erased by the endless rain in my heart
And I realize my fire is almost gone
Cause you're so unkind
even though i say I'll always be here
For the rest of my life;
I'm the one you'll never want, the one you left behind
And now I'm all by myself
Stuck with your sick twisted smile in my head
Your cold brown eyes staring down
at my beautiful disgrace
and maybe I was never meant to be here
With my dead jaded eyes
And I'll close them one more time
As my lips murmur the one word you always hated
Such beautiful words so heavily detested.
I can no longer last this way
I'm no longer the same cause of this
Shattered, broken, and destroyed
Lonely as my flame witters away
It gives one final struggle
as it tries to revive your fires
But my fire quickly crumbles
leaving nothing but the ashes
My mask never meant anything
I couldn't hide it anymore.
The pain is all I have now.
But please, if you still love me
Give me a sign; one sign to show me
That we'd last forever, in some way
That we were never apart
that I was the blind fool that drove you away
Remember my promise?
Forever, and ever. Until the stars fade.
I love you