I hate sitting here, watching myself cry
Black tears falling to the ground
It's all over know, I never learned to fly.
And I can't help but say I'm a creep
The weirdo across the street you'll always resent.
How much must I sacrifice till I'm perfect?
Till I'm the thing you want?
How much till I burn all the ugliness away?
Till I'm just like him; or maybe better.
You're so fucking special
And I'm just that creep across the street
That drowns himself in sorrow and misery.
Looks like no cares again.
I'm hanging onto that fabled dream
broken destiny? Just another excuse to fail.
I should have given up long ago.
It sounded like the fools way out then.
But now it sounds like a sweet mercy.
But I still hold onto that little dream.
That broken dream that only cuts through my soul
With the sharpest knife, it stings, it burns!
I'm just another creep.
Why even bother?
It doesn't change a thing.
I'm nothing like him.
I'll never be.
And for that, you'll never want me
Cause I'm just an excuse, a shadow, that thing you'll never want
You're so fucking special.
And I'm just fucking done.