what the duece -------------------------------------------
I sit in this hospital waiting room using this computer that.. vistors get to use.. i got lucky.
waiting on the parents of my "b/f"...
that i've only been with fer like two months...tops... where's he? at home asleep...
hope tha person sittin behind me isn't interested in reading this...why do i care again..?
why am i writing this to begin with..
im just tired of reading the same crap from everybody rlly..
what is love, truth, life...lies blah blah
been there done that..
we all know that its hopeless rlly ...optimistic er not.
You might not agree with me...right now..
but there's always tomorrow.
im not saying this because i actually want your opinion on my life my thoughts ..maybe my desires...
im just ...exhausted rlly with this quiet battle of smarts everyone has going on
even the "tards" do it..
or maybe that's just tha paranoia...
i've been up since four am..ok
i can say whatever i want
ya momma so fat her blood type is gravy 'n biscuits..
banana nut cracker....pigeon
the more i live the more i hate
and the more i become addicted to hate
like lil. wayne hate in my heart love in my mind
cuz tha farther down this road i tread the deeper in tha sand i sink from this addiction of troopin on actin like everything's still all gravy...
who are you
you are not your thoughts your feelings your actions ...think of all that stuff as evidence ...and you the witness to it all...
you are the witness..
life is the trial...
whats the verdict of the average human being
what is above average??
ppl think scientists and doctors shit like that
...are like born with some gene that we do not possess are are some how better than us...
when rlly they're just people.
that seems like a really obvious note ..but
took me forever to learn that...subconciously as well as conciously..
it's overwhelming sometimes what kinda impulses happen because one's subconcious and concious are unbalanced..
its also funny everything can be cut down to a mathmatical equation... i suck at math.
hell i got kicked outta PRE algebra...
granted they put me in when i was in seventh grade...cuz i was sposed ta be smART
why do they always try to rush you through shit if your iq's alil higher...eh?
fuck you i got as much right to go negative two miles an hour as that mentally challenged person o'er there...
ugh why are you still reading this is the question...
tool comes to mind
WHY CANT WE JUST STAY SOBER
because life suX tool
jesus won't you fucking whistle
i feel you on that one too man...but don't cha kno "god works in 'mysterious ways'
he can't whistle n point shit out FOR YOU
you gotta........juss know have FAITH
fear is such a powerful thing
like sly said..
its like fire alil can motivate
too much can burn you up..
wtf did i said that
i like chicken.
i'm eighteen and i feel like i think ppl feel like at thirty
holy shit im scared of thirty now.
wish i was a snail..
they sleep for up to two yrs..
slimy lucky bastards.
well having alot of randoms rite now...
not enough sleep my brain is shutting off...