TO MY FATHER, MY SAVIOR, MY LOSS.11/1/97
I miss the ever loudness of your
voice,The breath leaves me,I need
you here.A sudden day,an endless
night. I should have,would have,
or could have. All gone. The
darkness over whelms me.I call
him to this earth to face me.
He doesn't come. WHY? Does he hear
me? I call to all the angles in a
voice so deprived, so incohearant.Dont
leave me alone.I am empty now. He
escapes the tunnels of my mind.I
can't hear the world,the pain consumes
me. A farewell and a sad kiss from his
lips I would give a world of riches for.Today, the day of all days.
The ending of me. The errupting tears stream
my pink cheek.I love you more then
myself, and I miss you more then being
in your arms the last time.
Doddi L Goordman