The twinge of fear that creeps up suddenly.
The thoughts that won't go away,
And urges to be replaced by release.
A feeling that can only be a few seconds.
Or the thought that sink in behind you and won't go,
Away.
The speculations of forgetfullness,
And the terror of telling someone what they don't want to hear.
The sudden assumptions,
Or the just realizing the awful truths,
The thoughts of the worst happening,
And trying to hide what you did.
The horror that fills you mind,
And imprisons your previous contemplation,
Filled with hate, fear, and worries,
A feeling that can't be comforted,
Or driven by a few laughs. |