All hope is dying,
These tears keep falling
My heart is breaking,
I think Iím falling apart.
Over come with sadness,
Emotions running wild,
Feeling things people thought didnít exist.
Inside my head, I wonder
Am I going crazy with fear?
Should I just get help or give up?
Dreams of the worst, nightmares of the best,
Wait I think this is backwards,
Why are my dreams painful?
Why do these nightmares comfort,
When nothing else works.
Lost in all thought I didnít notice you,
You seem to be slipping away,
Pulling back from life, pulling back from me
Over come with sadness
I fear goodbye, fear that which I cannot see.
In a world so upside down,
I hope for nightmares dread my dreams.
In a world where hope is a joke,
Happiness isnít in a dictionary,
And sadness is a common theme.
I sit up in my room all alone,
Looking out my window, staring at sky
Wondering how it all ended up to be this way
Life was suppose to be grand, I found you again.
Yet the longer you are here the sadder I become.
I know you wonít stay; itís only a matter of time
She will walk back into your life, I can feel it.
And then I will be left in the dust,
With nothing but my nightmares, and dreams
That causes me so much pain.