It seems that I'm lying to myself these days
The way that things played out is almost the same
My life is but a sequence of tragic plays
And my heart will never be in them again.
Don't dare to tell me that I fell for it twice,
Too ignorant to take my own damn advice
Where is the warmth in the lies?
Where is the sadness in all those goodbyes?
Every pinprick reminds me of life
Every new red stain against white
A reminder of how the days go by,
'Cause all I've ever done is bleed myself dry.
In the end, I know this to be true-
I'm the one to blame
I'm the only one ashamed
And nothing, will change my world
If it is a lie,
I'll eat it like a slice of peach pie
I'll savor it and ask for more
Because it's still you that I adore.