I take shit from you all day after day.
Grabbing my ass when the chance arrives, you do!
Making vulgor comments is second nature, to you all!
So I have to question?
How'd you all act had you known the truth?
If you seen my body with no clothes?
The scars are not small to say the very least.
They scattered my body due to my own actions,
my own wrong doings
A failure to the core
I am for I couldn't even get a 12 gauge shot gun to take my own life!
Longing to die a slow and painfull death,
I placed the gun to my stomach as I played with the safety.
I invisioned my chldhood,
as it was,
as it should have been!
I remeber them touching me!
I remeber her, my Mother not helping me
I pull the triger and it happened!!!!!
Safety was OFF
Now that I've said this
Now that you know what lyes benath my clothes
Will you leave me alone?
Will you stop grabbing my ass?
Can you please stop ...