I opened my eyes and realized that you were gone.
I realized that I was wrong,
I can’t even say that I am sorry, not that you would hear me if I tried.
I wish I could tell you that I loved you.
I wish I could tell you that I am sorry.
I wish that I could change it.
I even thought about what would say,
As if it would change anything.
I humiliated you and made you feel horrible.
I was cruel and mean
I know I seemed uncaring and cold hearted.
For this I am sorry,
As if you would hear my words at all.