its only natural that everyone and everything change. and it always happens throughout the course of time. either people change or people leave. its just that simple, but why? WHY SHOULD THEY CHANGE?!! WHY MUST THEY LEAVE?!! i miss the way they were when i first met them. it made me the way i was. now days its everyone for themselves. they say ive gone soft, and maybe i have, but what else can i be when i have little to no support? everyone has changed, and so has their viewpoints. i inevitably changed too. just, i changed to something that i despise and disgusts me. sure, i may be hopeless romantic, but it was my hate that drove me to newer heights and places! people knew me for MY hatred in life. now i just wanna die over for staying brokenhearted. but is that really what i want? no. in truth, i miss my hatred. but how can i have that when all you see me as is invisible? when you ignore me, its no big deal. but you have changed me into a nobody, you have changed me to nothingness. its pointless to try when your nothing, am i wrong?