All those multi colored pills,
they haunt me.
The warm feeling rushing within my veins,
as you injected me with those drugs.
My body aches for them!
I now lye in a bed with a different Man.
Now living a different life.
Kicked my habit cold turkey!!!
But I can't say I don't get those urges
Laying in bed my body is beat,
yet my mind is wide awake.
Going back through old archives of memories
Closing my eyes only make them that more vivid!
I need to forget you
I need to move on
But I cannot do this for my mind will not allow me to