WHAT THE FUCK?!! i was so close. i could have told her everything. why did i hold back? im a fucking coward... that's why. because im too afraid to hurt her. because im too afraid to interfere. A FUCKING COWARD!!!!!!!!!! disappointment runs through my veins. she's perfect for me. but she deserves more than a coward, and a coward deserves nothing at all. isn't that what a coward is? avoids EVERYTHING, will never be SOMETHING, and will never amount to ANYTHING, and so will always be NOTHING. if there was a title any lesser than that, it would be MY NAME. from first, to middle initial, and ended off with a my fucking last name. i dont deserve her. i only deserve what ive been having. to rot alone in this world till my death.