Do you imagine me throughout the day?
I imagine you throughout the day.
Do you see the way my fingers splay?
-Ripping out hair while I decay
-Begging you, but you can't, stay
Do you see the way that my thighs sway?
Walking through hallways, head down, ache-
Muscle indents, the quivering fingers digging when I bake-
Would it be all too much to take?
-Watching my spine bend and shake.
-Writhing under blemished flesh, my make
Do you see my boney toes?
Do you see my ribs?
Do you see the way I fumble, God?
Are you watching me give in?
I would break you in a heartbeat,
but I'll break me in your stead.