From hind sight
I'd have to say I won the battle but lost the war
No the right thing to do doesn't mean its going to be easy, this I expect
But dammit I didn't expect to get hooked on drugs
I never in my wildest dream would think I'd turn you into the cops and regret it so much so..
I went and shot myself ... trying so desperately to end my suffering
I never thought I'd loose all my family
or all those things that meant so much to me..
School yr books, pictures of friends, my baby things...Loosing some of my closest friends
The thing that sickens me the most... had I never turned you in none of these things I've mentioned would have aspired
I wouldn't be in tears at this very moment over all of this
Had I kept my mouth shut ignored my Mother and the Detectives
ohhh how I wish I could free you from that jail cell I have placed you in
I'll come visit you some day til' then