Description: Something about my ex.
Something about me.
Whom I became.
Not in poem form, nor a rant.
Please don't comment as; "It ill get better!"
" You will love again." " Life get's even better."
Etc... You degrade how I feel inside. Kthnx.
||Look at that smile, it runs for miles.
Look at me now, so damn happy. She has no problems. ||
== They call me miss perfect.
They call me full of life.
But if they only knew... ==
|| My heart shredded to pieces.
I shrug it off like it's just another day.
Don't bother with trying to hug it out.
I'm just bugging is all you'd think. ||
== Do I even have a heart, like peas and rice.
I haven't heard it beat in months.
That's when I turn off the lights. ==
|| The void, the emptyness.
All I was.
All I could of been is... It..
Disappeared into the darkness; Along with my soul. ||
== Whom is not capable to ever trust.
Whom is never able to love again.
Whom is lost in her own sorryness.
You called her, Girlfriend. ==
|| Pacing and racing to find answers.
Answers with what's wrong with me.
Answers I never recieved. ||
== Why? Why am I slipping on my tears.
Each moment I get so close.
So near, do you hear my crys? ==
|| The claws are out. The mask is fitting. My smile just curls amongst my face. I dance with tears in my eyes. I talk with white lies. My best friend is scar removal. Vacant eyes never felt and looked so damn empty. ||
== Mother will never know.
You will never touch me.
She will never hear my name again. ==
I hope your happy with my bloody hands on the floor.
Ha, ironic, i was listening to Diamonds Aren't Forever when I read this.
And now that I'm on this sight and see all of this emotion that girls have when their boyfriends cheat on them...
I understand what my girl must've felt.
Thanks for the poem.