He's everything i've ever dreamed about..all the qualities some girls would kill for.. i should feel blessed..yes he makes me smile and does his best to make me feel loved.. but..
i guess it's just not meant to be
kuz when i close my eyes it's still you i see..
You were crazy, confusing, frustrating
He's honest loyal and trustworthy
You were always "baby im sorry" or "i forgot.."
He's always on time never misses a call
when he leaves am opening the door a hug goodbye
feeling a lonely emptiness inside
the nights spent together just laying in your arms
left me warm and comfortable wanting more
when you left i felt reluctant holding you tight
dreading the moment when you kiss me goodnite
my best friend thinks im crazy she says i have it all
i feel like i don't have anything, trapped behind this emotional wall
faking a smile as i struggle to hide
that i can't breathe without you, im losing my mind
He looks in my eyes he thinks he knows me, he thinks i care
but i don't feel anything and i know im being unfair
i know if you saw me i'd give you that fake smile too
i also know you'd see right through
i don't let you get close because i know you would see
this battle raging on inside of me
how did we let this happen? why didn't i stay?
why did i push you away?
all those flaws that drove me insane, are the one's i miss as i sit in the rain
my tears not enough to ease the pain
he's every girls dream, but what can i do?
i don't want him..i need you..