Have i failed as a follower?
Have i failed as a friend?
As much as i hate it
the answer is simply "yes"
I've no contro; over my life.
I follow orders when they are given
Its harsh to say it like that...
But it is what it is in the end.
Im sorry... for everything!
I was just an obstacle in the way.
The tension showed when i was around,
which proved i only ruined the day...
The candle burns ever so brightly
but the wax melts quite fast...
I only hope you find and read this,
...long after the day i pass
funny, when your on the verge of dying
and you keep it a secret
appologies and good byes are endless.
Im sorry that i wasnt a better friend.