I love you
yet my actions say otherwise
I need you
although it wasn't you I was with last week
It wasn't you whispering sweet nothings in my ear
I wasn't you caressing my wet neck as the hot water hit our naked bodies...
I shared myself with another man
Allowing myself to believe you no longer loved me the way you once showed me everyday
Confessing these fears I did,
by sleeping in another man's bed,
therefore ultimately lying to you.
Before I knew it one lie becomes ten lies.
Here I stand before you,
possibly pregnant and little do you know.
Disgusted with myself I am,
Pain I now feel
Regret I feel and forever will
For if you were to ever find out we would be through
You deserver better, so Id understand nevertheless Id still beg for your forgiveness