Description: beware there are things that might set someone back. IT CAN CAUSE TRIGGERS. It may be traumatizing to someone witnessing child abuse if you have. So I will put the warning up. It happens to everyone, and that was the message I want to get out to you.
My silent guardian -------------------------------------------
I can hear his footsteps walking down the hall
I pretend I'm asleep and face my head near the wall
I hold my breath and be brave as I try not to cry
If my teddy-bear could talk he'd tell me it'd be alright
His breath reeks of booze and I can hear his curses out-loud
But i try and be quiet I dare not make a sound
I kiss my teddy-bear and squeeze him with all my might
I try not to be scared but I know if he could talk he'd say it'd be alright
He's stepping closer as quiet as can be
soon I can feel his enormous body towering over me
He pulls off the sheets and pulls me on the floor
I dare not open my eyes to see this once more.
He starts pushing and shoving his dick into deep
but I remember my teddy and still pretend I'm asleep.
I try not to scream and hide my eyes so he can't see my tears
I wish it didn't hurt so much, I wish mommy was here. But I close my eyes and try not to cry, because soon it will be over and my teddy will be by my side.
I know I agree. But the better part of it, i that the person who did this to me is away now and for life. I hardly ever think that he will get out at this rate. I don't think people in jail treat child abusers very well. I mean think about some people in jail aren't in there for as serious crimes. I also am a stronger individual, although some days I feel like crying my eyes out. Thanks for reading it! I appreciate it!