I will sit here helpless to life's surprises
Sitting here with my fake smile
numbing myself with these pills
with this booze
I no longer care to fight
I no longer have that drive to prove you all wrong
I'll sit here numbing myself from life's surprises
No one will be the wiser,
No one will confront me...
Is that water Jacquelyn?
Is that truly headache medicine?
This would take too much effort,
too much courage on their part...
I am giving in,
throwing in the towel,
I AM DONE!!!!