What's that? i don't understand
This helplessness is all i know, its become who i am
Look in my eyes, and you can see
Its all faded as i watched my life crash down around me
From who? Am here all alone
No one who truly knows me, no where to call my own
But I've been strapped down for so long..
Plus, no matter how hard i try i end up doing something wrong
Why? I've never been allowed to make mistakes
I'm still paying for them now.. how did i end up this way?
What for? So people can tear me down?
I can't sink any lower if I'm already on the ground
I remember when i had it.. damn i was naive
I've learned that from this world, Don't expect anything.
Dreams are only meant for sleep, Don't be stupid like i use to be
Open your eyes, it’s time to wake up, this is reality
I’ve done my best, tried so hard, but it’s never enough you see
I always end up a disappointment, can’t make anyone happy
I can fake it and you’ll never know
I’m good at hiding the pain, it will never show
A genuine smile?.. It’s been too long
Disappeared when I was torn from the place I call my home.