From the time I open my eyes to the time I close them, all I think about is you. The laughs, the smiles, the walks on the beach...they all haunt my memories. Like they have burnt holes through my heart, all I can think is....what if? Nightmares are now my existence. Nightmares of the life we never had. I wake up in cold sweats and scraping at my skin as if to rip off this present state. But still...find myself without. A lone absent life of nothingness has become my eternity. But the thing that haunts me the most is that...I never knew you.