Sometimes I scream. When my heart beats a cold melody. From this torrential agony that suffers me daily I find no retreat. Continual anguish envelopes my every feeling. my desires left wanting to feel the warmth I never had. Each and every nerve through my body aches from time itself beating me into the depths of despair. I feel as though I travel a lone walk in the wilderness. Travailing through waves of torment. My memories tarnishing and withering away. The light I used to see has become overran with shadows. Life itself has become a cage or torment. But maybe one day this will all end. Maybe one day I'll be saved from this judgment.