[ Join Free! ]
(No Spam mail)

  • RolePlay
  • Join Us
  • Writings
  • Shoutbox
  • Community
  • Digg Mashup
  • Mp3 Search
  • Online Education
  • My Youtube
  • Ear Training
  • Funny Pics
  • nav

  • Role Play
  • Piano Music
  • Free Videos
  • Web 2.0
  • nav

    << | >>

    dots Submission Name: The Next Stepdots

    Author: ShadowsnLights
    ASL Info:    25 f canada
    Elite Ratio:    2.24 - 71/107/66
    Words: 330
    Class/Type: Random Thoughts/Serious
    Total Views: 442
    Average Vote:    No vote yet.
    Bytes: 1760


    Make the font bigger!! Double Spacing Back to recent posts.

    dotsThe Next Stepdots

    Yeah this is just some random thoughts as I listen to music and think on my future...

    I feel like if I hold it all in, it'll all just pile up and blow up eventually, right?

    Anyways. Yeah. This coffee shop deal is going through... FINALLY! I'll be a part of a bigger picture now. So, I need to focus on this with all my mind! I already have all the training... It's the dedication throughout the next six months that are going to be... AH FUCK IT! I want this! >:D I've been working there since January. As a "volunteer". But now I'll be making a small income from this.

    Now. In this moment. I am free of past fears and doubts. I have a new life. In Senneterre, (hometown) there was nothing for me. My whole life was up in smoke. I was stuck in a rut. But when I did move, I moved FAR away. I was lucky to have met Pierre. He's the one who basically saved me. If I hadn't decided to hitchhike across Canada with him, who knows where I'd be by now. I was planning on offing myself... But I had this feeling that, I had NOTHING to lose by going with Pierre.

    So here I am. 9 months later. Drugs are a thing of the past. I have a place of my own. A job. A real sense of Freedom. All thanks to Pierre.

    So, now that I'm living the life I always wanted, I will work hard at keeping it.

    At first, I was so sure that I wouldn't amount to much. A result of listening to my brother for so long. But I finally value myself. I matter. I have to keep repeating that to myself to believe it.


    So yeah. Have a great day. To whoever reads this...

    You Matter Too...

    Submitted on 2011-04-11 17:35:18     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
    Submissions: [ Previous ] [ Next ]

    Rate This Submission

    1: >_<
    2: I dunno...
    3: meh!
    4: Pretty cool
    5: Wow!

    ||| Comments |||
      How lucky! we do need someone to fulfil our lives.. i am so happy for you.

    | Posted on 2011-04-21 00:00:00 | by ShiveringFire | [ Reply to This ]

    Think Feedback more than Compliments :: [ Guidelines ]

    1. Be honest.
    2. Try not to give only compliments.
    3. How did it make you feel?
    4. Why did it make you feel that way?
    5. Which parts?
    6. What distracted from the piece?
    7. What was unclear?
    8. What does it remind you of?
    9. How could it be improved?
    10. What would you have done differently?
    11. What was your interpretation of it?
    12. Does it feel original?


    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    I will call out your name written by RisingSon
    Hollow Points written by RequiemOfDreams
    To Glow written by krs3332003
    4th of July written by layDsayD
    Love Can Be... written by HAVENSMITH92
    In My Head written by faideddarkness
    Wavelength written by saartha
    A Sonnet for Nina written by SavedDragon
    Skin of Fables written by ShadowParadox
    Wasps written by Wolfwatching
    Whiteout written by layDsayD
    Incubus written by monad
    Devils in the Details written by endlessgame23
    The Promise written by annie0888
    Munyonyo written by expiring_touch
    Our Cinder Crisis written by SavedDragon
    Summer Nights written by ollie_wicked
    Still Fighting See? written by ForgottenGraves
    Song written by Daniel Barlow
    What happens written by Wolfwatching
    Bee Keeper written by endlessgame23
    Pressure written by hybridsongwrite
    Neither Here nor There written by layDsayD
    In the Mouth of Elysium written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Wish written by Daniel Barlow
    Deaf Dumb and Blind is no excuse written by poetotoe
    Life changes in a moment written by Ramneet
    Date night written by expiring_touch
    Red Barn written by rev.jpfadeproof
    Transparent written by Daniel Barlow




    User Name:


    [ Quick Signup ]
    [ Lost Password ]

    January 10 07
    131,497 Poems

    I have 14,000+ Subscribers on Youtube. See my Video Tutorials

    [ Angst Poetry ]
    [ Cutters ]
    [ Famous Poetry ]
    [ Poetry Scams ]

    [ Smaller ] [ Bigger ]