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    dots Submission Name: The Next Stepdots

    Author: ShadowsnLights
    ASL Info:    25 f canada
    Elite Ratio:    2.24 - 71/107/66
    Words: 330
    Class/Type: Random Thoughts/Serious
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    dotsThe Next Stepdots

    Yeah this is just some random thoughts as I listen to music and think on my future...

    I feel like if I hold it all in, it'll all just pile up and blow up eventually, right?

    Anyways. Yeah. This coffee shop deal is going through... FINALLY! I'll be a part of a bigger picture now. So, I need to focus on this with all my mind! I already have all the training... It's the dedication throughout the next six months that are going to be... AH FUCK IT! I want this! >:D I've been working there since January. As a "volunteer". But now I'll be making a small income from this.

    Now. In this moment. I am free of past fears and doubts. I have a new life. In Senneterre, (hometown) there was nothing for me. My whole life was up in smoke. I was stuck in a rut. But when I did move, I moved FAR away. I was lucky to have met Pierre. He's the one who basically saved me. If I hadn't decided to hitchhike across Canada with him, who knows where I'd be by now. I was planning on offing myself... But I had this feeling that, I had NOTHING to lose by going with Pierre.

    So here I am. 9 months later. Drugs are a thing of the past. I have a place of my own. A job. A real sense of Freedom. All thanks to Pierre.

    So, now that I'm living the life I always wanted, I will work hard at keeping it.

    At first, I was so sure that I wouldn't amount to much. A result of listening to my brother for so long. But I finally value myself. I matter. I have to keep repeating that to myself to believe it.


    So yeah. Have a great day. To whoever reads this...

    You Matter Too...

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      How lucky! we do need someone to fulfil our lives.. i am so happy for you.

    | Posted on 2011-04-21 00:00:00 | by ShiveringFire | [ Reply to This ]

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