sometimes i read the words of drug addicts. the words seem like the eyes of people who i know are afflicted. dead. they are pretty writers, though. i cannot help but desire to read more. addicts seem to write their words with care. none of that leet speak, 21st century shorthand bullshit that infiltrates the internet. it's like, "i'm one rig away from being dopesick; i might as well get this fucking english language shit right." or maybe drug addicts think more than the rest of us. maybe? definitely. although drugs seem to run away with time. too fast and you can't catch either. if time goes by faster when you're high, are you really thinking as much? who the fuck cares. why did i quit smoking again?