Description: the agruements that go on with the relationship i am in. though yet it means nothing to anyone that im pregant and have no energy for stress.
the voice behind your bars -------------------------------------------
this feeling i have sits deep inside slowly rotting my soul to dust. the pain is unbareable with no cure to make it seem not so deep within the cutting of my guts. the stars fall from the sky as the world i knew gradually ends with the fury of anger that rushes between our tongues of conversation. i ask myself how im suppose to be this way till i cease to exsist amoung the insane. yet no answers have returned to my mind. tears wont stop falling from my tired bullshot eyes. with that i know nothing can help my weeping pain of what seems to be misery i live with by you every single day. permission is needed for everything that i could do as if a chain ties me down choking me away for what life has in its depths on the other side. fire burns in place of what use to be felt for love. how can i do this much longer if i dont understand how im the issue of the causes i seem to be making? the past means everything to you and yet no forgiveness. fear is now all i have that words spoken in anger will turn to more violent acts then yelling voices. the walls around seem to glance me the eyes of hate for the words that create the fate that has won over the battle i fight for. magic is now tradgic for my life that is just infected with uselesss lies of my past and what i thought would be a future. im lost in the eyes of my potiental. no longer am i happy to be here on this caged world that tries to make the dark seem like a place that should be yellow of peace. what more do i have to offer if there's no strenght left to give.